What do I have to say today. We went and got Max's haircut for our trip to NJ can not let everyone think we are too hippyish.

I have had a really low time this week, I just get stuck in my own head..... but Friday Max and I went to the beach while much to Olivia's unhappiness she was at school ( I am raising beach bums) It just grounds me, we ran and played and swang. Looking at the ocean I do not understand how anyone could not believe in our awesome GOD. Its so amazing and powerful and peaceful too. I pray that I never live to far from the ocean. (I think I have some salt water in the blood)

I am learning to trust still and its all I need to do. Have faith walk and not run. Sometimes its a crawl but it is forward motion !!!!!!

Life is Good, we are healthy, my kids are healthy, We have a loving God he is all we need

Valentines Day

Well it has definitely been a week. My cooler broke and my poor doggies both got colitis and it was Valentines Day on a saturday of a long weekend. Not the day I was needing, but the Lord provided what he we needed. (At first I wrote what he thought we needed but apptly put would be what I thought he needed to provide) unfortunately I was praying for different outcome. But he is in charge.
I survived and I paid a bill he just keeps me on such a tight leash its good for me makes me walk by faith (which I still struggle with) Sometimes my struggle is brief and then I realize we are nestled in the palm of our hand, he is our Shephard none shall pluck us out of his hand. We are safe we are loved we are where we need to be.

Lord let me be content!!! let me hold on!!!! let me walk in faith!!!!

Thank you Jesus for your love and kindness, for my children, for being raised in a Christian family, for parents who have spent many times on their knees on my behalf.

Thank you Jesus that I have been chosen